Confession

confessions.

confessions..

confessions...

confessions....

confession have a very strong power when you use it wisely... abuse use of it will result in disaster...

lets take an example of what happened to me today...

I'm bored in the office so i took an initiative to call a long lost friend of mine while waiting for the plant to reply my email before i can submit the data sheet to the client... called her and she seems to be in a good mood... hehehehe...

sorry dear... just feels like spitting it out... ;p

after we talked and laughed for few mins, the topic change to a very strange topic...
"What if I say I used to have a crush on you before...?" I said
"You are not serious right...?" She questioned
"Well, what if I am... What if it is true... I used to like you...? Used to have feelings towards you..." I'm trying to convince her
"Nah, it can't be true... You are not serious..." She told me that I was lying
"No, seriously..." I said
"Actually, I also liked you before but its like way past..." She confessed
"Ooh... Really...?" I'm speecheless for few minutes

bla bla bla bla bla bla bla & bla...

YEAH... and for me, what's past is past... the present is what matters the most...

But think about this, what will happen if one of us say it out loud before... what if one of us have the guts to spill it out before... I'm sure it will have a different way of story... right...? hehehhee...

anyway, I'm always happy to be the way is should be... ;p

A wise man said "Just spill it out... Spill out whatever that was locked in your heart... Take the risk... Take the chances..."

2nd wise man said "Just do it... Maybe she/he will be the one... Don't let yourself puzzled by your own feelings... You have nothing to loose but have a lot to gain if things goes your way... ;p"

till then,
'sYf'

Just Like Before...

Fuihh again... another long break for my blog to carry on... actually I'm planning to extend my blog's holiday but being pushed around by someone who really wanted to read something here... so, this post is for u my dear...

Don't blame me for not giving my full effort on this... Blame Weatherford (M) Sdn Bhd... hihihihihi... no la... just having so much fun working and the only time left for me is meant for resting = zzZzzZZzz

A lot of things happened to me for this past 2 months in this 2008 year... All that i can say is ALHAMDULILLAH for all the blessings... Can't ask for more on what I've got for the past 2 months...

12th February 2008 was my first chopper ride... Super Puma...

12th February also was the first day i went to a rig... Atwood Falcon...

everything went smooth for my first offshore trip... all in all, lots of new stuff learnt... no pics... sowey... on the rig, everything have to controlled... to take pict on the rig, u have to apply for PTW... so, maybe next time... hehehhee... Can't wait for my next offshore trip... c'mon west berani... just swift through the wave and spud now...

as usual,
'sYf'